Fate

Dear Friends,

It's been a while since I last penned down my thoughts here. The past few weeks have been a whirlwind of events, emotions, and revelations that have left me grappling with the complexities of fate and time.

On May 21, 2005, as you know from my bio posts my other self managed to escape the cave in El Salvador. It was a moment I had been waiting for, a chance to alter the course of my destiny. 

I had hoped that Nature would intervene, offering me rest (death). Richard and Afrodite followed me but hours turned into days as I waited at a nearby cantina, each passing moment a reminder of the fleeting nature of time.

It was during this period of waiting that I encountered Brock, a taxi driver whose casual conversation echoed the unpredictability of fate. His story of a friend's stroke of luck served as a poignant reminder of the delicate balance between chance and choice.

As I reflect on the events that transpired, I only ask ... Did I truly have the power to change my destiny, or I am merely a pawn in a larger game?

Returning to Greece, I am haunted by the weight of missed opportunities and unfulfilled promises. Richard and Afrodite, my real "family" remain by my side, their presence is a reminder of love.

Though I may never fully understand the why i have to be alive, I am determined to embrace each moment with courage..

Maybe is all part of a game that the barbelos play... but i have no more room for tears...

I Will Focus in my family..

Until next time,