Good Day to die..

 As I sit down to write these words, I find myself on the precipice of an extraordinary journey, one that defies the boundaries of time and space. In just a few short days, the course of my life will be decided.

It is a strange sensation, to be both participant and observer in the grand tapestry of time, to know the outcome before the story unfolds.

I find myself with questions. What is the true nature of fate? Can we ever truly escape the bonds that bind us to our past? And perhaps most importantly, what role do we play in shaping the trajectory of our own lives?

The Past-Part of me is about to escape the cave, to confront the challenges that lie ahead with anger and destiny.

Yet The Today-part of me wants to stop the past.. Can Two Morganas exist in the same location and time or Nature will kill us both ?

As Friedrich Nietzsche said once, "He who has a why to live can bear almost any how."

And so, as I prepare to embark on this journey into the unknown, I hold onto the why – the belief that every moment, every choice, has the power to shape our destiny in ways we cannot yet comprehend.

With hopes to never meet again, (No Offence)

Morgana Lefay

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Please, Remember me...

My Bio - The 90s to today.

 Departing from ideas and what society is, i need to go on with my Bio as promised and as you are asking over and over...

so, In 1989 i was living in Greece with Panagiotis and my kids Anna and George. in 7 of February 1989 i called Tony and he said that is now or never.

I enchanted the village of kardamas (with magic, not with my boobies, XD) who we was living in to think that a woman named Helen is the mother of the two kids.

I promised panagiotis that i will come back but i need to go after my dream , my reason to be alive. in 11 February of 1989 Charles and Tony's band Seven Witches changed name to MORGANA LEFAY.

My new "kids" finally believed that Tony was not a liar when they saw me , i was very hard with them. i wanted my music to be so far grater than Joey's.

Finally in 1990 my band released  Symphony Of The Damned.  i wrote my new "Morganians" 10 songs and returned to my new Family as i was promised. to later get pregnant into a 3rd Child.

Penelope. who was born in 30 of September 1990.

The same time Black Mark Productions sign with my band. two good moments into one day. i said to Tony that now is the time to Release Knowing Just As I song and have fun with the fans until i return with new song in one year.

In October of 1990 Afrodite wanted to go in Morocco we called Richard and Joey to join us. Joey said that he needed to stay in New York and work The Triumph of Steel Lyrics.

Richard found us in Penon de Velez de la Gomera and we had a good time relaxing and dancing.

In 25 October i returned in Greece to check my new family and at 5 November i left for Penon de Velez de la Gomera. i stayed there until 8 of January 1991 where i returned in Greece and after that in Sweden.

I wrote The Secret Doctrine and returned to Morocco. we left Morocco in the end of the summer and went to Portugal in Porto in September of 1991.

One day i found a woman crying in the street about her failed dream. Joanne Rowling was writing Harry Potter but Jorge Arantes had no interest in that story i took her in our hotel. she was stunned to meet the real Morgana Lefay , Conte st.Germain and Dalida. she began writing with new ideas her story about the cursed boy and the magic schools.

i went with her in London in 1992 but she had a miscarriage. and blamed me and the gods about it. so i left London and Returned in Sweden. The Album Knowing Just As I was released on 25 march of 1993.

i stayed with my band until 21st of April 1993 . i returned to Greece and after the summer again in Sweden.

The Album The Secret Doctrine was recorded in September 1993 the song Lord of The Rings is a guest song out of respect to the great John Ronald Reuel Tolkien, followed by a European tour.

in January 8 MORGANA LEFAY played at the Swedish Metal Music Awards Zeppelin Gala.

London 24 March 1994

In April we made the first promotional video  Rooms Of Sleep. and i returned in Greece until the end of the year.

Karppanen sadly left the band in June and was replaced by Grehn to ensure a tour in Finland and gigs at "The Stockholm Water Festival" in Sweden and the " PopKomm Festival" in Cologne, Germany. Peter then returned to his band Fantasmagoria. The empty spot was taken by Daniel Persson.

In 1995 was a year that the band had 20 songs and Past Present Future Album written to release and with touring in Europe.

The third album was Sanctified. The band supported Gamma Ray Recordings for the next album in October.

I went to sweden in August of 1995 to give them the final touch for Maleficium which was realeashed in 1996.

while i was in sweden my son George died in Kourouta Beach in the age of 7. the sea took him from me.

Anger surged through my veins, fueled by the overwhelming sorrow of loss. I lashed out at the mayor of Amaliada City, Dimitrios Krallis. Threatened the mayor and the local police, i was ready to transform Krallis into a pig but i saw then all the people watching around and i chose to return in the village.

I chose not to hold a Christian funeral for my son George. This decision reverberated through the whispers of the townspeople, who couldn't help but speculate about me and my connection to Helen, the woman believed to be the mother of my children.

Afrodite come in my side in Kardamas village, i understood that i should take care of my remaining children, Anna and Penelope. The priest of the village kept a wary eye on me, i knew that a day would come when i might been forced to kill him however i was wrong, he was actually a good person.

Afrodite stayed with me in greece until the end of 1996.

In 1997, Flamel reached out to me via phone call. Flamel explained that he was needed me to write scenarios for his TV Series "Xena: Warrior Princess", but i needed time to heal before diving into new projects. I promised to return to USA for the third season.

July 11th, 1997, arrived. and accompanied by Afrodite, we embarked to Los Angeles. To meet with Flamel and Heracles.

For the next 15 days, together, we conceived thrilling storylines that would both challenge and empower the characters of the series.  Among the episodes born from this creative union were

With each passing day, grief was replaced by the act of creation, a potent mix of emotion, adventure, and profound introspection.

And so, our journey to Los Angeles had ended and Afrodite and myself traveled in sweden where we wrote together the album Fata Morgana.

Heder, Persson and Söderlind left the band out of their fear of meeting Afrodite in flesh and blood. Grehn returned with his Fantasmagoria friends Mikael Åsentorp and Robin Engström.

We changed the bands name to LEFAY in 1998 and began writing The Seventh Seal ,and Morgana Lefay a group job this time continued the previous albums with a deeper musical tone.

in January 1999 The album was released and i gave the band 30 more songs and returned in Greece with Afrodite.

The summer the band made a re-recording of album "Symphony Of The Damned".

Me,Afrodite and Richard went to our adventurous tour... since January until August we traveled the Middle east , Egypt and India .

Panagiotis , Helen and my daughters come along in the special holiday. Richard and Afrodite stayed in India with plans to go in Sri Lanka. and we returned in Greece for the final year of 1000's.

in February of 2000 i went in sweden  to create the Album's SOS and Grand Materia. and i returned to greece.

The band later signs a new deal with  label Black Mark in September. Tony called me to approve to rename to the band is once again MORGANA LEFAY. i also send him with sms via my first Mobile Phone the song Hollow to add it in Grand Materia.

in October Tony called me again to ask me a budget of 500,000.

i went to Sweden and created much of gold we gave to spend i dare say the most proffessional video in

the history of music at the time! i wrote Primal Chaos the next days and i returned to greece.

since February of 2000 until the end of march of 2001 time passed with nothing worth to write.

in April of 2001 until august me and Afrodite went to Serbia for Dance events and play with fake magicians and astrologists.

then we reunited with Richard and returned to Greece.

to later in 2002 go into a other tour in the land of Maasai in November and then in the Balkans until the end of 2003.

in 4 January of 2004 Richard and Afrodite went to Mexico to re-buy the 1929 old house that was sold to a person...and i returned to my family in Greece.

And... in November i began this blog.. and here we are today... 

I Am Morgana Lefay. the real one, with flesh,blood and bones...

Sexy Boobs too, hahahaha XD

About Nudity

First off, let's address the elephant in the room: nudity. It's a word that can make some people squirm in their seats, but why? I mean, we all came into this world naked, right?

It's the most natural thing in the world. Yet, somehow, society has slapped a big ol' "taboo" sticker on it. Well, it's time to peel that sticker off and embrace the beauty of our birthday suits!

The Reason for this post is none other but your comments in myspace about my last post with the 1970 video.

But lets be real here...

Body positivity is where it's at, my friends. No more squeezing ourselves into society's impossible standards of beauty.

We must celebrate every jiggle, wiggle, curve, and line that makes us uniquely us.

Whether you're rocking washboard abs or a belly that's seen a few too many pizza nights, you're fabulous just the way you are.

Now, let's talk freedom. Freedom to be yourself, to express yourself, and yes, even to strut your stuff in the buff if that's your jam.

Imagine a world where there is no shame or judgment, where we can let it all hang out (literally) without fear of backlash. Sounds pretty darn liberating, doesn't it?

So, how do we make this utopian dream a reality? It starts with representation, my friends.

We need to see all kinds of bodies—big, small, hairy, smooth—gracing our screens, magazines, and billboards. Because let's face it, there's beauty in diversity, and it's high time we celebrated that.

And let's not forget the power of community. Thanks to internet, we can share selfies, swapping stories, or just sending love, knowing you're not alone can make all the difference.

Of course, we can't talk about normalizing nudity without addressing the elephant in the room (again): education. We need to teach our kiddos (and let's be real, some grown-ups too) that bodies come in all shapes, sizes, and colors, and that's more than okay—it's beautiful.

So, there you have it, folks. Nudity, body positivity, and freedom go together like peanut butter and jelly. It's time to strip away the stigma, embrace our bodies, and live our best lives, one naked dance party at a time. Who's with me?

So why do we get all hot and bothered when someone decides to ditch their duds? Blame it on centuries of societal conditioning and puritanical attitudes towards the human body.

Now, let's talk about porn. it's just another form of entertainment. Think of it like a movie or TV show, but with a whole lot more... action.

And just like any other job, it takes skill, talent, and yes, even some acting chops. Not everyone can keep up that level of enthusiasm 24/7, am I right?

But here's the thing: porn isn't for everyone, and that's totally okay. Just like how some folks prefer rom-coms over horror flicks, some people dig porn, and others... not so much.

And that's where the problem lies: when we start shaming folks for their preferences and stigmatizing something that's perfectly normal.

So why the double standard? Why do we celebrate nudity in art and culture but clutch our pearls at the mere mention of porn?

It all comes down to one word: stigma.

We've been taught to view nudity as taboo, something to be hidden away and only revealed in the most intimate of settings.

But here's the truth: nudity is not inherently sexual. It's just another facet of the human experience, and it's high time we treated it as such.

So what's the harm in demonizing nudity? Well, for starters, it perpetuates shame and insecurity.

When we're constantly bombarded with messages that our bodies are something to be ashamed of, it's no wonder so many folks struggle with body image issues.

And let's not forget about the impact it has on our relationships.

When we're conditioned to view nudity as something dirty or shameful, it can be hard to let our guards down and connect with our partners on a deeper level.

But here's the good news: we can change the narrative. We can choose to celebrate our bodies, in all their naked glory.

We can choose to reject the shame and embrace the beauty of our imperfections.

And hey, if porn's your thing, more power to you! Just remember to consume it responsibly and respect the folks who choose to participate in it.

Nudity is not porn, and porn is not the enemy.

It's time to ditch the shame, embrace our bodies, and celebrate the diverse range of human experiences.

Let's strip away the stigma and get back to basics: being human.

My Bio - The last days of Freedom

By 1983, the band left Liberty Records and struck a deal with Megaforce Records in the US and Music for Nations in Europe signing the contract in their own blood.

The signing was a cover story in the 1983 July–August issue No. 47 of Kerrang!. in France On the 14th of July 1983, in a town near Saint Tropez, Richard and de Loos masked Richard's Death by putting the car on fire. Nearby was a suicide note "I leave and I bring her with me, because she is so like me..."

Richard came to New York and admitted his art defeat. Joey said "ha! Manowar is just began!" the next day the band immediately went into a recording studio to create the second album, Into Glory Ride.

Frank was inspired by our story and he created new stories about Conan the Barbarian and Barbarella Queen of the gods (not to be confused with 1968 version), Richard helped him with the comics stories and dialog.

The number of fans of Manowar got off the charge! we lost count,the band planned a long tour that was ultimately canceled. The song "Defender" was later re-recorded and included in the Fighting the World album of 1987.

To apologize for the failure of their UK tour, we decided to dedicate their next album to the United Kingdom. The album, Hail to England, was recorded and mixed in just six days and was released in early 1984.

The next day Richard come to Manowar Studio and took me to follow him by force. he wanted me to meet the star of Hercules a 1983 Italian-American science fantasy adventure film.

Sybille Johanna Danninger . i was stunned i said "what the fuck, she is looking like me!" i could not resist and i introduced myself to her.  we became friends and i decided to follow her. i told joey that Manowar dont need help from me and that i will return.

in 1985 while we was in The People's Republic of Bulgaria we was stopped because i did not had a ID Card. I tired to explain to the officers that i am immortal but Sybille stopped me and she said that i am her cousin. Sylvie Ivanova.

we was in PRB jail in Sofia for 7 days until Sybille claims to be proven wrong and i used brain magic on them and made them create Sylvie Ivanova as a girl who was born in 1960 and since then i was officially known as Sylvie Ivanova.   

i created the scenario of Reform School Girls movie but did not took credit for it because i did not had (and still dont have) any need for money.

After the film was released i was in Greece with Tony Eriksson and Sybille, while we was walking in Nafplio a Greek man had a accident and fall of from 20 meters high.

I stopped him in the air and saved his life Panagiotis Vasiliadis runed down to meet me.. the people around were stunned and Sybille was laughed out loud. we had a orgy that night all 4 of us.

The next morning we leaved for athens Olympiaki airport , Sybille went back to USA and Eriksson and myself went to Sweden to find Tony's friends from Damage and Sepher Jezirah Rock Music Band's, 3 months later while i was talking with Charles Daniel Rytkönen i understood that i was pregnant....

Morgana Lefay Music Band had to wait , i went back to Greece to find that man, but Sybille called Tony and told him to reach me because she needed me to help her in her role in Warrior Queen Movie as Berenice.

I took my new lover in United States to take care of me while i was helping out Sybille. The Movie released after 45 days, i played a role of a roman girl slave of Berenice.  i returned in Nafplio with Panagiotis until i gave birth in 25 of June 1987 my Daughter Anna , but Panagiotis had to explain his unmarried wife and his child to society. And i found my self into a stupid story of 2 brothers and a big family that had demands of me.

I said to Panagiotis Mother to dont give me orders or i would kill Anna.

14/11/1987

The Result of this stupid family drama was for the three of us to move to a far away but near by small town in Greece named Amaliada a town that i had to drive 6 hours to reach Athens.  i found and Called Afrodite in Antalya, Turkey to take a break and come and help me because it was kind of her fault that i gave birth since she was not in the orgy to make Panagiotis seed sperm powerless with her kiss.

She said that she will come but she needed my help first. Dalida had to end. she was tired and could not end her alone.

7 hours later i was in Athens and the next day i was in Antalya where i was created a potion for her to stop her blood for several days so we faked Dalida's suicide in 3 of May 1987 by overdosing barbiturates.

After her Funeral at Chemin des Gardes i waited one day and went to her grave with a stolen skeleton of a other grave to add in Dalida's place.

Dalida was dead and Afrodite followed me in Amaliada to help me with the baby. Tony was there to tell me that Charles needed time. and that Sepher Jezirah Band would stay alive. after 10 days i send Tony back to Sweden and Afrodite went to find Richard in New York.

I stayed with Panagiotis and the baby to make a second child in 9 December of 1988 George.

My Bio - 70s

 " Black Sabbath " was released on Friday the 13th, February 1970, and reached number 8 in the UK Albums Chart.

In July 1970 in the Greek beach of oropos Linda Finou spouce of Filopimin Finos saw Dalida in the beach and recognized her , she was good looking and i offered her a night of passion but she refused because of her father's bad mood.. he wanted to create a film with harem dance but it was hard to find what he wanted.

I could not resist. i told her to take me to have a chat with her father and so we did. the next day i took Giannis Dalianidis scenario and i edited it almost completely. a few days later after Dalianidis re-edited the scenario as i expected i showed Marcus Zervas how harem girls was supposed to dance. and we returned to France.

Soon after, Dalida released her second record under her new label; "Ils ont changé ma chanson", a cover of "What Have They Done to My Song Ma", reflecting a drastic change of her repertoire in past years. It was a moderate sales success, but it won her second Radio Luxembourg award. That was followed with "Pour qui pour quoi", her last record in EP format, and "Ils ont changé ma chanson", the first album issued under International Show.

Black Sabbath returned to the studio in September 1970 with the album Paranoid and reached number four on the UK Singles Chart, remaining Black Sabbath's only top ten hit.

After Paranoid Richard admitted his defeat and he said that we won this battle but not the war. i sent a letter to joey saying that we won but i will stay with Afrodite. when we arrived in Richard's home i found Joey reply letter saying that Dalida is easy to win and that he is going to Auburn in New York to find a talented child he saw on music UK magazines named Louis Marullo. Which formed a garage band, The Kids, in 1965.

Richard got furious. "Dalida is easy he said! , we work Dalida years!"

I said "Maybe is time to do Magic" , "Lets make a plan" he said and the next day the Death of Lucien Morisse (Italian singer, songwriter, and actor) was in the news, died by suicide, shooting himself in the head. Tragedy was in our side Lucien was officialy known as Dalida's former husband. Afrodite said that this is no longer a game. Dalida had to be serious now.  Inspired by the Opera Jesus Christ Superstar, we created songs "Jésus bambino" and "Jésus Kitsch".

At 8 Of October 1970 Orlando (who was Dalida's brother in the paper's) wanted to help his friend Bruno who had dreams to be a director. the next day i reached Bruno with Orlando and we told him who i am. he got crazy and began to ask questions

One of them was "can i make a movie for you?" and i said yes but only if write the scenario. The film was shot in November of 1970 in Bort-les-Orgues and in the castle Château de Va. The cellar scenes were filmed in December, in Paris. During that party, a poem by Louise Labé is recited. a lesbian porn erotic horror drama involving Morgana le Fay from the myths of the island Avalon not the real me and a castle full of women in the French countryside film inspired from my life in Ottoman Empire and how me and Afrodite was treated other Harelm girls.

Morgana rules as a Lesbian Sorceress Queen that to win their souls, Morgana offers the girls the chance for eternal lesbian youth and beauty. If they refuse, they are doomed to grow old in Morgana's dungeon.

Morgane et ses nymphes was released in France on 17 February 1971. with 25,000 viewers in its first week.  Mireille Saunin who played Françoise in the film said that im not the first immortal she knew. something that triggered me and i met in Paris not one but 3 more immortal's. however i dont have permission yet to share their names...

Mireille choose to stop filming and she began to follow me in my life. A Greek Woman in the Harem was Released in January 4th of 1971. and i was kind of disappointed with the Greek Cinema because they all completely ignored me. only the dance moves were included. and i focused in French Cinema.

But Morgane et ses nymphes had failed too... even La Vampire Nue sold more tickets. it was clear as the water that the world was not ready for my scenario's.

Mireille suggested that i might begin to share magic and world history in books. i turned that down because is dangerous to other people to learn magic , Nature must choose those who are worthy.

in July Black Sabbath released Master of Reality. Mireille loved Children of The Grave so much that she asked me if she can go with them and join them in the band i said "do what you please". that was the last time i saw Mireille i know that she was with Ozzy until 1973 but nothing after that.

in September 1972 Dalida's  "Parle plus bas", a cover of Godfather's title song. with over one-half million copies !

In 7 of Aprill 1973 Martine Clémenceau  went to Eurovision for France with the Song "Sans Toi" Dalida should be in Eurovision and not Martine and that night we decided that magic is needed. it was not easy but i did it . Martine had lost. 11th Place .

Richard said that he needed to do something without telling us what that is. the next day he told us to join him in a interview i was stunned when he said that he is Immortal ! , in LIVE TV

Pascal Sevran: “Mr. Saint-Germain, you've made quite a startling claim. Are you truly immortal?”

Richard: “Yes, I assure you, I am immortal. And I am not alone in this extraordinary gift. Even Dalida shares in our eternal existence.”

Pointing directly at me, he said, "Look at her, she is Morgana Lefay, the witch!"

Pascal Sevran: “Are you referring to Morgana Lefay, the witch from mythology?”

Richard: “Precisely. Look at her, witness the truth. Morgana Lefay stands before you.”

I waited without speaking for them to be done with it.  Later, in the car on their way home, I couldn't contain my emotions any longer.

Morgana (angry): What the Fuck Richard ! How dare you reveal my true identity on live TV, Do you have any idea of the consequences?

Richard: It is time for the people to learn the full truth.

Morgana: I should have never agreed to your request for Eurovision magic.

Afrodite: Richard went too far, I understand your anger. But I truly believe he has a point after everything that has happened.

Morgana: Forget it. I can't fight you two. I love both of you, but next time, tell me before you do anything stupid.

On April 8 the Newspaper headlines wrote

• "Richard Saint-Germain Shocks the Nation with Immortality Revelation" - Le Monde
• "Mysterious Connection: Dalida and Morgana Lefay's Immortality Unveiled" - Le Temps
• "The Enigmatic Trio: Richard, Dalida, and Morgana's Extraordinary Secret" – La Voix de France
• Morgana Lefay? Is it true that she possesses magical powers? - Le Parisien

After reading these headlines, i decided to leave France and return to the United States. However,Reporters followed me from Richard’s house to the airport.

Reporter 1: Morgana Lefay! Can you confirm the rumors of your connection to Merlin and King Arthur?

Reporter 2: Is it true that you possess ancient magical knowledge and powers?

More questions continued to bombard me as i walked through the airport, with reporters eager for answers:

Reporter 3: Are you evil? Is there a dark side to your magical abilities?

Reporter 4: Are you really 6,000 years old? Is it true that you have lived through the ages?

Reporter 5: Are you from Atlantis? Is it possible that you hail from the lost city of legend?

Reporter 6: Is the devil your brother? Are you connected to the forces of darkness?

I went to Auburn in New York to find Joey.where we began planing a music revolution. our way to tell people everything about forgotten History and the barbelo's.  while having fun as we liked it.

The Boys of Black Sabbath had already began to inspire other people and only Joey had given focus in helping their art and not their cock needs as i was cared about until i leave for India.

But this time we was sure that Richard Failed with Dalida .. and he failed because he gave focus in Art needs without much of creating or sharing.

Richard made Dalida as he wanted to share his view therefor Salma ya Salama and the other songs..
But when i went to Joey's House in Auburn New York i found him with Louis Marullo , Donnie Hamzik and Ross Friedman.

Joey told me about the Heaven & Hell Tour. The Dictators, Ronnie James Dio and that he had already written 5 songs for the band we was planning to create. The Dark Avenger.

He gave me the songs to read them and create the 6th one with the name of the Band as song name.
So i gave a look in Death Tone,Metal Daze,Fast Taker,Shell Shock and Manowar. and i said "forget Dark Avenger , Manowar will be the name of the band"

Ross said "i like you girl ! ,that's what im saying for 3 damn hours"

Joey said "she is much older of what you think"

and i said "oh come on... i need a little fun...how about we celebrate with a orgy?"

2 days later we had to create artwork for Manowar before we go to Liberty Records. i called Ramzi Taskiran but he was not available to come in New York and he was surprised to receive a phone call form America.

Then we began a search for a painter... it was not easy... yes myself and joey we know magic so we could create the artwork in a day right? is this what you think? well the answer is a big NO.

we wanted to inspire , to give people a spark to create , to give a meaning in life.

we didn't have to do nothing...  me and joey could go and hide in a cave with a magical castle and spend a forever fucking life.

but we also had the NEED (we still do) to give a meaning to our lives too.

Creating Art is the most powerful meaning of life. Art is a virus. it spreads and infect people.

and the people take it and create their own. we did not created Black Sabbath.. the boys were about to do it on their own..we just was there when they needed a helping hand.

Manowar was also a band that it probably would exist even without Joey.

Because Art is Magic. it has its own will. we are all just servants and nothing else.

so... we Found Frank Frazetta and we gave him the boost he needed.. Manowar Artwork was ready by the hands of Frank and in 1981. The album, Battle Hymns, was released. Orson Welles served in the role of narrator on "Dark Avenger".

Later come the first tour.

some had joined Manowar and some had left... but Metal is never going to die.

My Bio 1960s

 Music was not a mystery to me , back in Russia when i was a teacher, i learned Classical Music and listened and played all the legendary composers like Mozart.

I had a bad argument with Roland because i was not able to understand why Dalilas music had to be so slow.  the next day Roland arranged for her to perform in the cabaret Le Drap d'Or on Champs-Élysées, where she was spotted by Jacques Paoli.

Bruno Coquatrix, the director of Olympia, who invited her to perform at his singing contest said: "your voice is full of colour and volume, and has all that men love: gentleness, sensuality and eroticism."

screenwriter Alfred Marchand said: "Dalila is not good for you Afrodite. your pseudonym resembles too much the movie Samson and Delilah and it won't help to boost your popularity. Why don't you replace the second 'l' with a 'd', like God the father?" and the party began we celebrated this victory that night with a super orgy 8 men and 3 women i still remember Roland begging for mercy , men. anyway.

After two concerts at the Olympia Dalida first song "Madonna" was recorded in June and was first released in August with three other songs. "Madonna" was played on 28 August 1956 on Radio Europe n°1, which was Dalida's first radio appearance.

After Radio Europe n°1 Richard told me that he was wrong to think that i was needed after all.. i asked why and he said that he was thinking that she would need my magic to go on. i called him a ancient donkey and slapped him so hard that afrodite had to step in and stop me "what is wrong?" she asked. and i told her what he said and he said that he was sorry not to trust her talent. you should had told me this she said you idiot.

She then revealed to us that she was not just a servant of Gilgamesh back in her days in Babylon but a singer as well.  so we decided to step away for a little while and see how it will go.  Bambino reached number one and went on to become the biggest-selling the song knocked Doris Day's "Whatever Will Be, Will Be" off the top of the French charts.

Bambino was Dalidas first number-one hit, and through 1957 it became the longest-running number-one in the world history, with a total of 39 consecutive weeks, still holding a record. and sales of over 300,000.

In September of 1958, Dalida returned to film for her first on-screen role in four years, playing supporting role of singer-spy in the mystery film Rapt au deuxième bureau. A few months later, she appeared alongside Eddie Barclay in Brigade des mœurs, both starring as themselves. These two B movies were also used for promotion of her three songs "Inconnue mon amour", "L'amour chante", and "Aime-moi".

On 26 December 1958 Dalida was in New York with Morisse where they met Norman Granz, the American impresario of Ella Fitzgerald, who invited her to Hollywood and offered a fifteen year contract to launch her career in the USA. She quickly rejected the offer, saying that she wanted to focus on her musical career in France where she was already well-known with a secure fan base. Joey and myself were stunned! our disagreement for not joining Hollywood was so big that we stayed in New York . Afrodite and Richard Returned to France.

New York of 1959 was a strange city to live . Joey was searching for a talent to do better than Richard and i was tried to give focus on new technology. Electric Cars and Cinema.  i wasent fan of Ben Hur but i loved The Breaking Point.

Joey found a talent in 8 of December of 1959 and helped him to Create his first Film in 1961.  i was in Marlon Brando's film One-Eyed Jacks as a Townswoman, i became friends with Pina Pellicer , Katy Jurado and Mina Martinez during the film.  i became friends with many other actors and helped Hollywood in both Los Angeles and New York in Dancing arts and fighting styles.

On 2 December of 1964 i was with Pina and Martha driving a Aston Martin car when a truck crashed on us and made our car to hit a tree my left arm was seriously damaged and 10 minutes later it recovered and i had to explain my immortality and life story to both Martha and Pina.

Pina got scared and crazy with my story,the Barbelos and everything and committed suicide two days later.

i was cried 6 days. Martha choose to run away from me i never saw her again but she did made a nice career.


Joey took me in my homeland Britain to make me feel better. i tried to kill myself in Carlisle for i no longer remember how many times. finally 4 days later i was better... we stayed in Carlisle in a house joey bought which 2 years later was also home of The Square Chex me and Joey had finally found our "Dalida".


The kids were a emotional cure Iommi, Marshall ,Gillen, and Frank.. all special... all kind..all horny.. and all worthy of fame.


in the summer of 1967 Afrodite invited me to join she and Richard in holidays in Egypt,Turkey,Greece and Israel Joey and Myself went there and had a good time.

Painting by Ramzi Taskiran, 20 August 1967

We found a talented little boy named Ramzi Taskiran in the city of Adiyaman,Turkey that he created paintings of myself and Afrodite with great detail at the age of 7.

After the Summer Square Chex changed style thanks to Joey and renamed as Mythology.

On 30 April 1968, the band supported The Move at the 101 Club in Carlisle and on 4 May 1968 they supported Gary Walker and the Rain at the Clockwork Orange in Chester, Cheshire.

Mythology had disbanded after an incident where all members were arrested and fined 15 pounds for possession of cannabis resin on 27 May 1968.  Tony Iommi and Bill Ward sought to reform the band in Aston, Birmingham. They enlisted bassist Geezer Butler and vocalist Ozzy Osbourne.

The new group was named the Polka Tulk Blues Band, the name taken from a Pakistani clothing shop.

The Polka Tulk Blues Band included slide guitarist Jimmy Phillips, a childhood friend of Osbourne's, and saxophonist Alan "Aker" Clarke. After shortening the name to Polka Tulk, the band again changed their name to Earth and continued as a four-piece without Phillips and Clarke.

Iommi became concerned that Phillips and Clarke lacked the necessary dedication and were not taking the band seriously. Rather than asking them to leave, they instead decided to break up and then quietly reformed the band as a four-piece.

In December 1968, Iommi abruptly left Earth to join Jethro Tull. after Joey's request Iommi returned to Earth by the end of the month.

While playing shows in England in 1969, the band discovered they were being mistaken for another English group named Earth. They decided to change their name again. A cinema across the street from the band's rehearsal room was showing the 1963 horror film Black Sabbath starring Boris Karloff and directed by Mario Bava. While watching people line up to see the film, Butler noted that it was "strange that people spend so much money to see scary movies".

On 5 December 1968, in Paris, Dalida received the Medal of the president of the Republic from hands of General de Gaulle who summarised the "success, kindness and modesty of this woman" saying: "By giving you this medal, I wanted to honor a quality, a great lady of France." In France, she remains the only person from show-business to receive such distinction. During same event, Dalida became a Parisian citizen of honor, receiving the Medal of the city of Paris by the Council of Paris, and was also named the Godmother of Montmartre pulbots, the old name for poor children of the quartier where she lived.

8/9/1969

In August 1969 Osbourne and Butler wrote the lyrics for a song called "Black Sabbath".

Inspired by the new sound, the band changed their name to Black Sabbath.

Joey send one of the Black Sabbath first discs with a letter to Richard "this is real art" .

Richard replied with a letter "Challenge Accepted". and he had sent a second letter to me "did you ever seen India? join our tour. ask The Black Sabbath to tell you about shiva , i will waiting you in New Delhi Airport in 27th of August"

I Told Joey (The Black Sabbath) about it and he said that "he needs magic to win my music so you must go there and use it if you have to , i do not wish a easy victory."

So i did went to New Delhi where i found Richard and Dalida to join the tour and travellings to India,Turkey,Germany,Greece,Palestine and Poland.

Dalida released "Zoum zoum zoum", "L'an 2005" and "Les violons de mon pays", "Oh lady Mary".

Dalida was also awarded with MIDEM, award for the best selling artist of the year in Italy, and her first Radio Luxembourg singer of the year award, which she went on to win for several more times.

Black Sabbath were signed to Philips Records in November 1969, and released their first single, "Evil Woman" (a cover of a song by the band Crow), recorded at Trident Studios, through Philips subsidiary Fontana Records in January 1970.

" Black Sabbath " was released on Friday the 13th, February 1970, and reached number 8 in the UK Albums Chart.

My Bio: 1906 - 1955

 In  April 8 of 1906 i arrived in Mexico. it was a wasteland with wild bears but i managed to find Richard and the others around 5 or 10 of June 1906.

Ja’far and Utnapishtim were upset and angry because of the temporary destruction of the world i did in 1509 and they began to punch me in the face.  I attacked back and made jaffar into a goat , Nicolas Flamel changed jaffar back into a human.

I asked Richard where he found all these people and he told me about a order of Immortals they created when me and Afrodite were busy fucking males in Istanbul . The Rose and the cross.  Then he told me about a cave that has The Excalibur inside it in a stone, but he was not powerful enough to take it .

We entered the cave , we found the sword, but it was not Excalibur. they did not believed me and they tried it, Utnapishtim lost his left arm for a few hours.  After that we made up a new strategy to find death, to go in Santa Anna Volcano and free myself from the cave with hope that Nature will not allow it and kill us all.

My First Photo - 1924

Around 2 of August of 1906 a group of 15 immortals arrived in Santa Anna Volcano to free the 15a immortal 100 and 4 years before it happens.

Merlin's Spell was too powerful , we failed. we only made nature create tornado's and earthquake's .

After that we decided to stay in El Salvador because i told everyone for the wars to come.(which i had read about in 2005)  We decided that is for the best to allow everything to take place as it has to happen until 1945.

In 1932 Richard wanted to create again his Rose Church but Utnapishtim convinced him to do this with a new way with Art. 

Afrodite and Richard went to Italy and they found a couple of musicians, Afrodite used a child potion and Richard took the new family to Egypt to create Afrodite as a singer and a model to create his art.

In 1946 i had 3 kids. two from Utnapishtim and one from Olumba Obu.

1. Victor Obu who was born in 13 November of 1932
2. Atna Demaio who was born in 22 October of 1933
3. Garlois Demaio who was born in 22 October of 1933

On 28 December of 1954 Richard called me from France. and asked me to join them because the party was about to begin.

I casted a spell on my kids to forget me and their fathers.

Joey and myself we traveled in Paris and Obu went to Nigeria to create his own mission.

Afrodite under the name Dalila was about to give Egypt music Glory.

Joey and myself in Paris found Richard and his friend Roland creating the details of Dalilas future.

My Bio - Ottoman Empire & Russia

 After 64 years searching for god i stopped and went to a journey to find Afrodite.

Rumelia 1640   - painted in 1967

Where i found her in Nis City. and for the next 100 years i lived in Ottoman Empire with Daite Sultana (Afrodite) with a lot of sex,smoke drugs and witch games in the Balkans and Ottoman Greece.

Spring 1719, we went to Rodostos to find Richard and go in Istanbul. Richard teached me Alchemy and i teached him magic. he and Afrodite told me everything about the Barbelos.

Richard left us in Istanbul and he went to a journey to France to find Excalibur sword which we believe that can create and kill Immortals.

Myself and Afrodite stayed in Istanbul until Hisarcık Savası, and i played a more important part as Morgana Sultana. Teacher of Sex and Sorcery.

In 1739 The Ottoman Empire army had a army of strong witches.  On July 21–22 Hisarcık Savası also known as Battle of Krotzka took place.

My Witch Army putted to the test. Victory was Glorious for the Ottoman Empire but 8 witches died in the battle.

and... i understood the price of a mile.

On July 24, i ended the witch order and went to today Armenia to find other warlocks. the search for warlocks failed but i began a new search for a great illusionist that was captured by The Russian Empire.

For 5.5 years i was searching for the illusionist. but i found nothing... when i stopped the search i found myself in St.Petersburg.

I choose to stay there, shortly after i joined the Twelve Collegia

1. Foreign Affairs-Revenue Collection
2. Justice
3. Expenditure
4. Finacial Control
5. War
6. Trade
7. Admiralty
8. Commerce
9. Mining-Manufucturing
10. Math
11. History
12. Alchemy

Not because i needed to study, but because i wanted to expand my mind. i took the Last Name Kiselyova. and 13 years later Morgana Kiselyova became a teacher in Math Collegia. many tried to start a flirt with me but failed.

For 130 years i was changing Last Names and Collegia to teach...i was planned to do this for ever.. but...

in 1905 Salicylate who was one of my students (Among Vladimir, Rasputin and others), Brought me a letter from Istanbul..

"Morgana...Richard is waiting us in Mexico. he found the Excalibur.

by the time you are reading this message i will be in my way to go there via the sea.

is time for us to die. with love Afrodite sultana."

i was happy and traveled there via Alaska with a ship (to skip time) it took me 6 months to go to Mexico from the Frozen North Pole Sea.

in  April 8 of 1906 i arrived in Mexico.

My Bio: 1509 - 1605

 Greg a nearby Village keeper found me naked there and took me in his house. on June 21 (my birthday) of 1509 i took a visit to meet the Spanish Queen and King Henry VIII.

On June 23 of 1509 in my way to one of Kamelot Castles i found a man named Faidon in need for help. the next day we found my Castle and killed all the Bandits inside of it. sometime in summer of 1519 Greg was executed for performing Black Magic.

i went to get revenge but i understood that the war with France was about to begin , i took Faidon and got out of Britain.

2 Days Later we arrived in Holy Roman Empire Germany to find my self Pregnant in Faidon's kids (my first kids). i created a house who i protected with a spell to be hidden in the forests of Coburg,D.Of Saxony,

Arthur was born in 6 May 1520 and Morgause in 9 August 1521.  Faidon died in 1541 , i tried to revive him but Nature wanted him dead.

I understood that my kids will die too since they was mortals and i casted a memory forget spell and make them forget me  and i abandoned them.

10 or 11 days later i found a nun in need of rescue from some wolves.  i followed her in the Monastery Zwiastowania and became a nun myself.

After 64 years searching for god i stopped and went to a journey to find Afrodite.

My Bio - Barbelo And Earth

When i destroyed this Planet. i Found myself and 5 others in Space, then Hexate Barbelo come and took us in the Palace of Barbelo.

Where she tortured me for a long time until got herself killed by The Great Will.

Yahweh Barbelo Restored the Planet (without breaking a sweat) and asked to do not do this again.

And i was back in Stonehenge in a (new ?) restored world like nothing had ever happened.

Greg a nearby Village keeper found me naked there and took me in his house.

My Time Travel Experience

On 21 May 2005, I Broke Merlin's Spell. after 1,470 year's of trying to survive in the cave and breaking the spell.

I found myself in a strange world. i found a library and realized how the world is , i had a crazy ride with some punks in Santa Anna but i managed to got inside a airplane and go to London.

On 23 or 24 May of 2005, i went to destroy Stonehenge (Valhalla), but i failed. and went back in time.

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What i know about the future ?

Well...

• Florakis, Julia Ronda and Thur Raven will die.
• "My Number One" by Elena Paparizou will win the Eurovision.
• Five girls, will die in County Meath.
• And something will happen with a girl in israel

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June 11 of 1509 was the date that i was sent back in time , when King Henry VIII Married Catherine of Aragon.

When i realized when i was, (because of the books i had read in Santa Anna), i went back to Stonehenge to attack it again with Natures Full Power this time.

I Destroyed the Planet. Yes you read good.. but we are alive right ? read the next post tomorrow :)

My Bio - Barbelo/Last Battle with Merlin

When Merlin Killed me with Excalibur, The Sword made me Immortal and sent me in the Palace of Barbelo.

Lucifer Barbelo sent me back to the Lake Merlin killed me.  i was angry and i went to Kamelot Castle to find and Kill Merlin.

But he killed me for second time with his Magic. i was sent to the Palace of Barbelo again. to Return again in Kamelot by Agape Barbelo Aeon.

5 Days later i found the Druid's and asked for an army. 3 Days later we was gathered our forces to attack and free Kamelot from Merlin and Artoria.

But Merlin interrupted us when i summoned Aithusa in the Beach and made us to ride Aithusa and follow him. after hours of flying i stopped Merlin and battled him in a unknown Land.

Merlin won. He Killed everyone who joined me and imprisoned me in a underground cave with a magic spell.

A Hour Later Nature replied to our battle and a Super Volcano was risen above the cave i was prisoner.

The Great Famine ,Endless winter ,Plague of Justinian lead in 541 The People of Kamelot to Rebel against Artoria.

The Kingdom of Kamelot was no more.

And , wait for it... ---------------///-----------///-----

On 21 May 2005, I Broke Merlin's Spell. after 1,470 year's of trying to survive in the cave and breaking the spell.

Yes you read good... is yet to happen... i will write more tomorrow... do you believe in time travel ?

My Bio - Kamelot

I was born in 21 of June at 480 CE (1,525 years ago).

Igraine was my mother and Gorlois my father. Cadorius was my Brother who was born in 12 August 482 and Morgause was my sister who was born in 29 January 484.

We had a nice life in our village in Cornwall. i was good enough in magic that i finished the school at 25. with only 11 years of study when most mages needed from 12 to 20.

In 505 i was sent to do greater studies in LeFay (College of true Magic) where Vivian was arch-teacher among the Nirides and the elfs who was the teachers there.

While i was in Lefay training in magic and discovering my bisexual nature with Minerva, King Uther raped my mother, killed my father and gave my Sister Morgause (who was just a witch at that time and student of Merlin's School in Kamelot.) to Prince Arthur to have her in his bed.

Morgause was jailed for refusing to allow Arthur to fuck her. and she was raped over and over by Kamelot Guards.

until 508 i had no idea about these...

Around may of 508 where i was 28 years old and have finished the LeFay and i was (and still i am) the most powerful Sorceress Female in History.  i arrived in Kamelot where i found blood and slavery. A milk merchant named Kazell told me to run away. i asked him why all this is happening

I fell in love with him because he was so kind smart and sexy and he told me that Arthur's Sister Artoria had Returned from the Roman Empire and she killed her father Uther.

Queen's Artoria first law was to ban magic. i cant describe how much blood was fed the ground in so short time. it was Theodericus wish for the old religion to die.  the noble people who i had as friends in Kamelot Magic School turned against me and my friends from the school and lefay.

2 days later i found out that the dead King Uther raped my mother and killed my father, that he gave my Sister Morgause to Prince Arthur to have her in his bed that was jailed and  raped over and over by Kamelot Guards.  i lost my mind.  i went to the enemy forces of Kamelot the saxons and gathered the druids and mages to attack kamelot.

The battle for Calleva Atrebatum began in 509.  Saxons troops were 430. where 50 of them we was mages and druids. Kamelot forces were only 10. we lost.

Merlin and Vivian killed all the mages and the druids. Merlin made the saxons to attack each other and no one of the Kamelot knights was killed in Calleva.  i hided away into Dorchester which was nothing but a small village back then but Artoria and Merlin did not stopped.

They continued to burning villages and the saxons soon choose to counter attack. in the battles of Wroxeter thousands of people died just because Theodericus wanted to.  it was 511 when in Deva Victrix  i found the last of the Dragons.

Aithusa and his brother. it took me 7 years to be friends with them and in 518 i attacked Kamelot with Aithusa and Kligarahh.

I burned the city to the ground. but Merlin was there and stopped the attack before i could make a big damage.  he offered me peace. and i was a fool and accepted it.

I became step queen of Kamelot and Anglia in the age of 38.  the first two years was easy as a step queen i was fooled enough to believe that my words took count in Queen Artoria ears.

But then she forced me to marry Urien and she killed Kazell.  i got furious. i transformed Urien into a pig and told the queen to fuck her kind.

Merlin prisoned me in the tower.  i managed to get out after i was raped by him and Urien (who merlin restored as a human again) for years.

I choose to hide in the forests of Britain to escape merlin. when i was 55 years old ... tired and angry .. Merlin found me.

He took Excalibur and sliced me in half.

------My Mortal Life ended in this point---

Excalibur made me Immortal and sent me in the Palace of Barbelo.

Kamelot

 The years between 469 and 470 CE marked a significant period of transformation and conflict in Britannia, as Uther Pendragon, with his Roman Legion Knights, embarked on a series of decisive campaigns that would shape the future of the island. Uther's military prowess and strategic vision laid the foundation for the establishment of the legendary Kamelot Kingdom under Roman Law.

In 469 CE, Uther, leading his formidable Roman Legion Knights, confronted the Saxons in a series of fierce battles.

With skillful tactics and unwavering determination, Uther and his knights emerged victorious, dealing a significant blow to the Saxon invaders and securing Britannia's borders.

It was during this period that Uther earned the nickname "Pendragon," symbolizing his triumph over a dragon in a pivotal encounter with Merlin.

Following his victory over the Saxons, Uther marched his forces eastward, confronting the Picts along the Rhine. In a bold move, he extended Roman law and authority over the newly conquered territories, laying the groundwork for the establishment of the Kamelot Kingdom. This expansion marked a significant shift in Britannia's political landscape, as Uther sought to unify the disparate regions under his rule and bring stability to the war-torn island.

In a momentous event on 20 January 470 CE, Uther officially declared the formation of the Kamelot Kingdom, cementing his position as its first king. Under his leadership, Kamelot emerged as a beacon of strength and unity, drawing upon the rich traditions of Roman governance and military discipline. The marriage of Uther to Amy of the Rhine further solidified alliances and ensured the kingdom's stability in the face of external threats.

As Uther consolidated his power, Britannia witnessed a period of rapid transformation and cultural flourishing. The Kamelot Kingdom became a center of learning and innovation, with Merlin Barbelo assuming the role of Archmage and guiding the kingdom's magical traditions. Under Merlin's leadership, the Lefay magic college was established, ushering in a new era of magical scholarship and exploration.

However, Uther's reign was not without its challenges. The Saxons, emboldened by their defeat, launched a second invasion in 486 CE, threatening the stability of the fledgling kingdom. In a series of fierce battles, Uther and his forces confronted the Saxons, ultimately securing a decisive victory and forcing their surrender. Despite these triumphs, internal strife and external pressures continued to test the resilience of the Kamelot Kingdom.

And this is where my Story begins..  in 486 i was 6 years old.

Rome VS Britain

 In the wake of Julius Caesar's expeditions to Britain, the Roman conquest of the island continued over the following centuries, albeit with varying degrees of success and setbacks.

Following Caesar's incursions, the Roman Empire maintained a significant presence in Britain, primarily along its southern and eastern coasts. Roman governors were appointed to oversee the administration of these territories, implementing Roman law, infrastructure projects, and cultural assimilation.

One of the notable figures in this period was Emperor Claudius, who in 43 CE launched a full-scale invasion of Britain. This marked a significant escalation of Roman presence on the island, as Claudius sought to expand the empire's territory and secure valuable resources.

Under Claudius's leadership, Roman legions advanced across southern Britain, establishing fortified settlements and engaging in battles with local tribes. The conquest was not without resistance, as tribal leaders like Caratacus and Boudica fiercely opposed Roman rule, leading to bloody conflicts and uprisings.

Despite these challenges, the Romans gradually gained control over much of Britain, consolidating their authority through a combination of military might, diplomacy, and infrastructure development. Roman cities like Londinium (London), Verulamium (St Albans), and Eboracum (York) emerged as centers of Roman culture and governance, boasting impressive buildings, baths, and amphitheaters.

Throughout the Roman occupation, Britain became increasingly integrated into the wider empire, with trade networks linking the island to continental Europe and beyond. Romanization spread, with Latin becoming the language of administration, and Roman customs and traditions influencing local culture.

However, the Roman presence in Britain was not without its challenges. Barbarian invasions, internal strife, and economic instability plagued the later years of Roman rule, weakening the empire's grip on the island. By the early 5th century CE, the Roman Empire faced internal divisions and external threats, Roman troops were withdrawn from Britain to defend other parts of the empire.

By the winter of 407/408 CE, Constantine III was proclaimed emperor by the army in Britain, a bold assertion of authority amidst the chaos of the collapsing Western Roman Empire. This declaration signaled a break from Rome and laid the groundwork for Britannia's assertion of independence.

The summer of 409 CE saw a decisive turning point as Britons threw off their allegiance to Rome, asserting their autonomy and sovereignty. This act of defiance marked the beginning of a new era for Britannia, free from the influence and control of the crumbling Roman Empire.

However, Britannia's newfound independence was soon challenged as external threats loomed on the horizon. In the summer of 410 CE, Britons sent a desperate appeal for military assistance to the Roman emperor, only to have their plea rejected by Emperor Honorius. The Western Roman Empire was embroiled in internal conflict and besieged by external foes, leaving Britannia to fend for itself.

In the midst of these tumultuous events, the stage was set for the rise of new leaders and the forging of new alliances. In 421 CE, Honorius appointed his brother-in-law, Constantius III, as co-ruler of the Western Roman Empire. However, Constantius III's reign was short-lived, as he passed away in September of the same year.

The death of Constantius III paved the way for a succession of rulers, each grappling with the challenges of a crumbling empire. In 423 CE, Honorius himself passed away, leading to a power struggle within the Western Roman Empire.

Amidst this turmoil, the Britons found themselves facing external threats from invading forces, including Saxons and Picts. In 468 CE, the Battle of Cap Bon saw the Vandal Kingdom destroy a combined Roman invasion fleet, further weakening Britannia's defenses.

In the midst of these challenges, Uther, son of Constantine III, led Roman legions to victory against the Saxons in 469 CE, securing Britannia's borders and establishing a new kingdom under Roman law.

By 470 CE, Uther had consolidated his power and founded the Kingdom of Kamelot, marrying Amy of the Rhine to solidify alliances and ensure the kingdom's future prosperity.